what i forgot i already thought i knew

Some days i’m not quite sure if the world is still turning, or if it’s stopped just so I can learn to breathe again. Because sometimes I forget that life is a process and that ultimately, experiences are only happenings that lead us onward. Whether they’re the kind that bring joy, comfort, pain, or leave you flat on your back questioning every decision that has led to the present moment - each of these has a beginning and an end no matter how endless they may seem.  And so, I have decided to never make the decision to give up when I feel like giving up, because even that feeling soon shall pass. There are times when I just need to wait until I've [mentally, emotionally, physically] vomited out my miseries, because they can be so blinding. 
Push as hard, hard, hard as you can (and harder). Push until you feel relief. It's then that you’ll be able to see clearer. 


Here's to: new days and new beginnings, in all their glories and terrors :)