Mentally, this is where I'm at. I am only way too overanxious for the day when I'll be able to stuff my life back into the bag that's been sitting in a dusty corner for months and move on. Not to say that I'm not okay where I am, but just that I'm ready for the next - and as much as it also terrifies me in many ways, I'm just ready.
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
something to ponder
I recently ran across this in a book. It comes from the journal of a woman named Ella who spent over 50 years working in Africa. It's something that makes me think about the way my mind defaults, which is not really anything like the following:
*Never allow yourself to complain about anything - not even the weather
*Never picture yourself in any other circumstances, or someplace else
*Never compare your lot with another's
*Never allow yourself to wish this or that had been otherwise
*Never dwell on tomorrow - remember that [tomorrow] is God's, not ours
*Never allow yourself to complain about anything - not even the weather
*Never picture yourself in any other circumstances, or someplace else
*Never compare your lot with another's
*Never allow yourself to wish this or that had been otherwise
*Never dwell on tomorrow - remember that [tomorrow] is God's, not ours
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
pt I
This is only the first part, because it's not the way the story ends.
not who (maybe)
While
time is a cycle of
day in,
day
up-down
(swing, swing pendulum)
turn around
and
BAM! [she's out again]
not who (maybe)
they thought,
'cause it was
pouring
rain (the kind that never really
stops) and
kills
your tired
head
in the
imploding, exploding
(race to un-decide)
god,
please.
make up your mind.
[I am dying in the eyes]
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